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Name: Ayu
Birthday: 8/13/1900
Gender: Female


Interests: i have many interests, asian culture and language. I like boys... most of the time. I have a bright future that lacks guidance and taking suggestion. I also enjoy violin when i play it, i liek to write but not well lol
Expertise: Everything.
Occupation: Other
Industry: Medical


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AIM: Crystai Stare
Jabber: What's a Jabber? *JABS*


Member Since: 3/28/2005

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

We had the right love
At the wrong time
Guess I always knew inside
I wouldn't have you for a long time

Those dreams of yours
Are shining on distant shores
And if they're calling you away
I have no right to make you stay
But

Somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
It doesn't really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart of yours
will come to see
That you belong with me

Sometimes goodbyes are not forever
It doesn't matter if you're gone
I still believe in us together
I understand more than you think I can
You have to go out on your own
So you can find your way back home
And

Somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
It doesn't really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart of yours
will come to see
That you belong with me
Letting go is just another way to say
I'll always love you so

We had the right love
At the wrong time
Maybe we've only just begun
Maybe the best is yet to come
'Cause

Somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
It doesn't really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart of yours
will come to see
That you belong
With me

~~~ on a lighter note, we got a 91 miada for free!!! and... yeah thats about it.  i am a runaway trainwreck.  pfft lolz. 
Currently Listening
Barry Manilow I
By Barry Manilow
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Friday, November 18, 2005

what was it you saw when you looked up?
like a disappating cloud,
the cold wind will carry you away

the clock I locked you in, just as you were that day,
has begun to toll

the passing of time is just too cruel
it always causes me agony
I'd always just assumed you'd be there laughing with me...

though I continue to reach out, and offer my prayers
I can't reach you,
you float there, white wings flapping,
waving to me with a laugh

suddenly I come to my senses,
the sky I look up to is pelting me with tears

you would quietly smile,
and I'd take you in my arms and kiss you softly
even those little joys are beyond me now.

no matter how much time goes by, I'll never forget
that smile you showed me in the end, will keep living on within me
because I love you more than any other.

 

~~~~no one gets me like you do, my only one

Currently Listening
Rainbow
By Ayumi Hamasaki
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

things are going okay, i still get that sense of emptiness here and there... tiena and i were laughing and crying over how ridiculous our lives were it was fun.  Im still kinda sore from hip hop last night... i think im doing remotely well too, its really fun.  i needa go shopping i want more clothing MORE CLOTHING NOWWWWWWW.  laguna beach season finale was a tear jerker i tell ya, but season 3 is gonna suck and so is lauren's show.  i think im gonna hold off on the dating thing a little til things settle down more.  i dont need more complications in my life right now.. like emotions lol.  enough for now, i needa do some solid studying for millers class that ive been avoiding.  <3 for all

 

Glay- Way of Difference

I want to see you, but I can't
Standing still searching for the light through such a long night.
The one who taught me that everyone needs strength and kindness to live
was you.


We knew from the beginning that we were going to go our seperate ways
but even still, I felt forever in those days I touched you.

How long has it been since we found each other
I was bad at smiling, has it become more natural?

Waiting anxiously, but you haven't come
The memories raining down on this precious season, are mostly of you.
I miss you, I miss you
You've given me so much courage
that I still now keep with me.

Unable to be together without hurting each other,
we healed that pain together.
Now, those days in which everything seemed meaningless,
have become so dear to me.

looking for love, troubled by love, knowing love
In that heart that resembles mine in some way,
I am there, and in a corner is your unyielding dream,
Don't you see? it has changed us into adults even more.

I want to see you, but I can't
Standing still searching for the light through such a long night.
The one who taught me that everyone needs strength and kindness to live
was you

If we're under the light being cast through the leaves,
it makes even our parting seem beautiful.
By forgetting sadness, people surely can become stronger.
Soon, even here, the snow will accumulate
and the world will be colored white.


Waiting anxiously, but you haven't come
The memories raining down on this precious time, are mostly of you.
I miss you, I miss you
You've given me so much courage
that I still now keep with me.

I want to see you, but I can't
Standing still searching for the light through such a long night.
The one who taught me that everyone needs strength and kindness to live
was you.


 

Currently Listening
Heavy Gauge
By Glay
Way of Difference
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Monday, November 14, 2005

wow this was a long weekend.  i did everything i wanted to do except for homework lol. eeeeeee these little problems of waking up in the morning =/  and the pretty marks on my arm.  and someone moved the freakin chair because im standing up lol.  oh welllllllll i wanna continue living in the weekend school is sooo pointless now.  he he


And it's not what he
Deserves from me
For the love he brings is true.
He can't help it,
If he's not you.

 

Currently Listening
Luna Sea
By Luna Sea
love song
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Sunday, November 13, 2005

I drink good coffee every morning
Comes from a place that's far away
And when I'm done I feel like talking
Without you here there is less to say
I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy
What is closer to the truth
That if I lived till I was 102
I just don't think I'll ever get over you
I'm no longer moved to drink strong whisky
'Cause I shook the hand of time and I knew
That if I lived till I could no longer climb my stairs
I just don't think I'll ever get over you
Your face it dances and it haunts me
Your laughter's still ringing in my ears
I still find pieces of your presence here
Even after all these years
But I don't want you thinking I don't get asked to dinner
'Cause I'm here to say that I sometimes do
Even though I may soon feel the touch of love
I just don't think I'll ever get over you
If I lived till I was 102
I just don't think I'll ever get over you



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